Unrequited -Updated- by midnight-HORROR, literature
Literature
Unrequited -Updated-
Unrequited
Thoughts concocted, drift out to sea.
Where forever lies pure fantasy.
Lips, so soft; I long to kiss.
Proclaiming my love is so hard to resist.
Smooth skin, I have only dreamt of reaching.
A heartbreaking lesson this life is teaching.
To miss one you never had, and so on.
My heart can no longer be relied upon.
Hope is redeemed lost, my dreams to turn to tears.
A life without you being the greatest of fears.
Your footsteps linger in the other direction.
Saddest sight to behold, yet ut-most perfection.
Blinding smile; all beating hearts stop.
Your eyes search the distance; rapidly, my heart does drop.
Carefree as you p
My heart begins to pound, my hands break a sweat,
There's so much more to endure yet.
You're far, far away and even worse you're with her,
I'm your escape from the means of this world.
Your words are like gentle music, making love to my ears;
You welcome my hopes, you banish my fears.
You have the insane skill to break and unbreak my heart,
Little by little.. You are tearing me apart..
Talk is cheap so I bought your every word,
Yet they persuade me to spread wings and soar like a bird..
You make my heart flutter, then rot.. in very limited time;
The fact of the matter is that I can never make you mine...
Friends with the end by midnight-HORROR, literature
Literature
Friends with the end
When they asked what was wrong
She told them to go away
She didnt need anybody breathing down her neck today.
She trudges to her broken house
Only to see the echo is her own
Nobody home
By herself like always
Left alone once more
Her tears, they did pour
She doesnt want sympathy
A friend is what shed trade
One to keep her away from the blade
The knife looks so shiny
Mostly silver with a hint of scarlet
Time to say goodbye to this starlet
No friends but one
Nor a life
Her only friend was her end, the knife.
Have you ever seen the rain.. by midnight-HORROR, literature
Literature
Have you ever seen the rain..
As I took the giant leap from my torturing enclosure to the outside world,
I was overcome with many different, powerful emotions.
This strange form of liquid was dripping from the so-called sky;
It felt wet..
I stood, unblinking, for a few moments.
Wondering what to think..
My legs finally found the reason to move again and,
Before I knew it was twirling around; delightfully.
The liquid started to pour down.
I opened my mouth to catch some tiny droplets; satisfying.
As I looked around the unfamiliar surroudings,
I saw that everything was.. 'wet'.
What is this strange sensation??
Why am I feeling.. happy?
From years and years of
Save me from this chaotic place
My surroundings are unfamiliar
My head is spinning, I think Im falling
Please, will you be the one who saves me.
Dont leave me sinking
Into a pool of confusion
At this rate all hope is abandoned
I am rapidly losing control.
Everyone is staring at me,
At my weak body being sucked in
Temptation is gradually taking me over
I try to hide my shame as my breathing quickens.
I gasp my least breath as I enter the unknown.
Temptation and I are now one...
As the salty tears form in my eyes
I regret everything I had said to you.
My heart is silently screaming:
HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID!?!
But my mind is saying:
Let him go, he's not worth it.
I don't know which sorrow-filled voice i should listen to.
I feel all broken up inside,
But I blame you.
I secretly want to get all teary and beg for your forgiveness,
But something inside is stopping me.
Maybe I should listen to my heart,
But for once - no.
My heart has been leading me in the wrong directions my whole life.
Maybe this is a good thing.
Then again, only a true fool would see losing a best friend as a good thing.
But.. you made
You are always taking me by the hand and showing me the way
But right now I dont want your hand
Just go.
You say you're always there for me
But where are you now?
Just elsewhere.
You can't always be here to catch me when I fall
Sometimes I need to hit rock bottom
Just release me.
Words really can't help how I'm feeling - ever
So please dont try
Just stop.
Who are you to try and fix me, morph me into you
I am not one to be changed
Just disappear.
Let me make me own desicions and paths
This conflict is my own
Just leave.
Sometimes it feels like my heart is being ripped in two
Its not painful
Just aching.
His gentle hands pulled her closer
But she didn't want to be led astray
His face full of concern as she withdrew
He asked what was wrong and she looked away.
She was hiding something from him
Something he really should be told
But she was shamed of her secret
She didn't want the truth to unfold
Against her will, she decided to tell him
She sighed before she said;
"Baby I love you, but I have cancer.
I only have three weeks left."
The boy was shocked because they were both so young
He thought he'd have her for life
He wanted to have four kids and grow old together
He wanted to be proud as he said, "That's my wife!"
But now that
Everything - now nothing.. by midnight-HORROR, literature
Literature
Everything - now nothing..
You are an imbecile! Those words... My head is repeatedly screaming the words HOW COULD YOU!? Anger wells up inside me! You... My source of comfort, my beacon of sincerity... Now vanishing into the everlasting memories I call my own... My heart, it pounds inside my fragile chest with the might of a thousand hearts; all protruding painfully as if they were to rip apart my chest and showing the torn apart contents that belong. If my heart were truly broken, I would be dead; but this, my... friend... is far, far worse... I rest my head against my tattered desk with despair. My heart beat echoes inside my head; crying out as it wither
.. SURPRISE!
Hullo.
Lol
I took the clothes off the line for my mother today, OH MY GOD!
All in my backyard ABSOLUTELY REEKS of pond water!
It is quite disgusting.. *tear*
How're you all?
I am very.. very.. bored.
I have some tre` exciting news to spread!
I HAVE A MASSIVE EDWARD CULLEN POSTER! <3
yEaa!
:D
i r in l0vess ;D
Lol.
okay. Caaalm..
I really don't understand the people at my school
Teenagers are so.. overrated..
Oh boy is it HOT!
The power went out like 3 times at school today
Which meant no fans and no aircon.
No fans + no aircon make mel go crazy
Haha off the simpsons.
Homer: No beer + No tv make Homer go s
Hullo again
*waves*
hrm...
How is everything?
(Lol, i act like people ACTUALLY read these :L)
Gah.. its so hot
But i feel sorry for the people in VICTORIA.
damn.. thats really sad
I went to prayer today at school
My best friend, he lost a few of his
friends in the fire.. T'was deeply sad..
*tear*
..
On a lighter note..
Valentines day soon!
;D
(tbh, i hate it)
I'm thinking of ordering some roses off the
school to give to my bestest friendssss
:D
Wowee wow wow wow..
its so hot atm..
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my fan doesnt do a thing
just makes a lot of noise
and thats on HIGH.
barely circulates air >.>
.. why the hell am i talking about my
Hullo.
..I have no idea what I'm meant to be saying here..
I really suck at poetry *laughs* and an ammature at editing.
Alas, I try.
I'm in my middle teens
My life revolves around family, friends and nature.
:D
I'm extremely random and almost always hyperactive
But also too mature for my age
(When I want to be.)
:)
That's it for now..
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